my house breaths with the stink of gin
and the trees slump under the weight of ineptitude
and a lonesome cardboard box that once contained food
now sulks around the yard with the lone stray dog,
her teats rescinding after her young have migrated to new apartments and city parks
the cobwebs strung across my window have been abandoned
and my curtains of makeshift tablecloths towards the sun behind the glass
and the sound
of a cigarette being extinguished is the only sound
in the house, short of the short breath that cycles though my lungs
